I had my pimple in my face since I give birth to my son. Now my son is already 2 years old. Some people think 2 years not long but some said 2 years is enough to build a house.

I’m a housewife so normally stay at home seldom go out meet people. So the pimple in my face I actually ignore. And my husband and parents didn’t mention anything about my skin. So I don’t feel any feeling, only sometimes when I see my husband look at pretty women than I felt jealous, when I look at the pretty women I felt sad and ashamed at myself. I have no confidence to look at people and I think if the pretty women seduce my husband what will happen. All the negative thinking in my brain. I can’t stop thinking. And my emotions turn to be angry and bad mood.

I don’t know why and suddenly I hate my husband. My husband don’t know what happen he don’t know why I felt unhappy. He even thought is because of my period. End up I argue with my husband…But later on we solve the problem. How can I describe this kinds of feelings or problem or what should I call this? It happens twice a months. I scared my relationship with my husband last not long.

When I stay calm, I think is not my husband problem, it is normal for a guys who look at a pretty women but why I get angry easily maybe because is myself.  I have low confidence at myself because of the pimple at my face.

I can’t stand anymore, I have decided to do the Fractional laser treatment on my acne skin.